Sunday, May 31, 2009

Day 3...

So far, so slow.
Today was the most emotionally twisted day. Ever.
I woke up and wanted to keep dreaming. I've found that dreaming is seriously the highlight of my days. It's where my friends are. When I woke up, it also hit me that I didn't have my phone. It hit me realll good.
Welcome to my life...as a teenage robot.
I lost my sister today on a bike ride. We got separated (because of my hard-headed nature) and we both searched around the city for each other on our bicycles . Clearly we have the coolest mode of transportation.
Her cell phone was in my backpack and since I, of course, am without a phone, I was unable to communicate. So I found my self sitting alone, crying, calling my mom in a Starbucks parking lot. Welcome to my life...as a teenage robot. My mom and I ended up frantically looking for that son of a gun. We found ol' skipper riding up the sidewalk. Welcome to my life...
As if that weren't enough, I got yelled at and given yet another guilt trip. My teenage robot...life. To make matters worse, my twisted punishment was going to church...yeah, I know. Turns out that church was awesome and I am now at peace. God is on my side. My friends, I have found a small chunk of the SILVER LINING.
...now to make that chunk last for 70 more days.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

It's an emotional epedemic...


There is one word to express my feelings right now:
Homesick.

Para Comenzar


Welcome to my life...

As of yesterday morning, I have been banished. No cell phone, Facebook, friends, etc. There truly is nothing like being an adolescent.
Cue catchphrase: Welcome to my life...as a teenage robot.
As you can probably conclude, I am clearly unhappy with my circumstances. I start yet another summer alone...Welcome to my life...as a teenage robot. Though it was my own actions that got me into this mess, I loathe its consequences. The thought of spending my whole summer blogging and hitting up garage sales with Mom makes me want to wallow in sadness. Just when I had acquired friends (seeing that I've been in this state for 3 years and have yet to make any), I am punished from them. Woot! But enough of my pity party...although I would love to continue rolling around in despair.
THERE IS A SILVER LINING:
I am now able to use my time to get my life back on track. I hate to be cheesy. And I most definitely hate to learn from my lessons and express them publicly. Maturity must take its place and I shall realize my need for a rebellion-free life. Though my grounding will consist of around 75 days, this teenage robot will overcome her old ways. I plan on using my time without communication to connect with my God better than before. It is sad to say goodbye to my old self, but I rejoice in the fact that He will turn the tables for me.

...as a teenage robot